So my cat died. Poor little bugger.

I hadn’t seen him for 3 days, Tuesday night he jumped off my bed and and up to the window. I patted him and opened the window, and that was the last time I saw him.

I couldn’t find him anywhere, looked on side of the road in the ditches so didn’t think he had been hit, thought he was locked in someones garage like last time.

So today at work I started calling vets around the neighbourhood and 1 of them said they had a tabby bought in Wednesday morning. So I left work at lunchtime today, and went to the vets and it was him. They had had him on ice since Wednesday so he was pretty cold, ice on his nose and paws. It was so sad.

I took him out to my parents house, and buried him there, cos they have a decent section and probably won’t be moving anytime soon.

He was the coolest cat though, we’d have parties at the flat, and he’d rock in like he owned the show and start climbing on people.

Used to wrestle him with my arm. Like grab his head and he’d wrap his arms round my wrist and try to bite me. Sometimes he’d fully launch at my arm and clamp on with his teeth and claws. I’ve still got big scratches on my arm lol.

Could box with him to. He’d sit back on his haunches with both arms up and I’d try and tap his head and he’d try swipe. That cut up my hands real good. Not deep scratches though. Had to have fast reactions for that.

He was a mean hunter too, always bringing rats, mice, birds, and skinks home and half-eating them for me to stand on later. Even bought home a seagull once, still alive. Trying to fit the whole thing wings outspread through this tiny gap in the window. He was so proud. I took it off him cos it was still alive but it died anyway so I gave it back to him. He was so happy like “yeah motherfuckers I gotta fuckin seagull! Woo!” He ate EVERYTHING except for the wings. Was crazy!

So sad, and for it to happen at the time where I’m at my loneliest…. fuckin sux… maybe I am cursed.

I only wish I got more photo’s of him

You know whats funny? When you hear a new word and then suddenly you see it everywhere…

My brother was telling me about the game Timeshift tonight, and he was saying how it was Steampunk style or something I dunno I don’t usually listen to his rantings… but thats the first time I’ve heard the term.

But just now I was reading this story off Digg and it said something about steampunk.

This has happened to me a few times, I suddenly learn a new word and suddenly it starts appearing fukin everywhere?! Does anyone else get that?

Bet I’ll hear this word at least 6 times tomorrow.

Well, I dunno if its new or not, but I’ve never heard it said before even though I’ve watched the last two Loose Change movies.

Anyway, the guy is talking about it being a planned demolition and shows some stock footage of the some dude cutting into a steel girder with a gas axe (diagonally). The voice says that this is to weaken the steel so that the centre columns of the building will come down with it.

The next thing it cuts to this photo of a steel girder at ground zero after the collapse and there’s a freaking DIAGONAL CUT IN THE GIRDER but nothing left above. I was like HOLY SHIT!!! I’ve wondered how the huge central steel column box on the tower didn’t stay standing. Because the official report said each floor pancaked onto the next one until they all hit the ground. If that happened the central steel columns should still be standing right? Thats why.

Some pics that kind of show it are:

• Maybe the ones between the man and the diggers
• Right middle sun is shining right on one
• Middle

Just look for cut steel girders, they’ll be like a rectangle like you cut a box in half and are looking inside. Also, notice how badly damaged the buildings around it are from fire and trade centres falling on them and they aren’t collapsed..?

Yeah weird.

So I watched the movie Zeitgeist the other night. This documentary about religion and the attacks on the twin towers, war profiteering.

Anyway it was basically saying that all the Christianic, Judaic, and Islamic religions all come from the same religion. I already heard from my old boss that Islam and Christianity used to be side by side, I guess I know what he meant now. Anyway, they are all copied off a myth about the Sun, and 12 apostles, which we now call the Zodiac (star signs anyone). This was the myth in 3000BC Egypt, and it went something like this:

Ages ago there was the Sun and it was called the gods sun called Ra. Every day and every Ra and Set (the dark) would fight. Every morning Ra would win, every evening Set would win. So was the eternal battle of light versus dark (like the theme in the bible). Any there were 12 somethings, Scorpio, Virgo etc, like the 12 Apostles. But yeah, you’ll have to watch it to get the full breakdown. Or you could wiki zodiac and cross reference the main themes/situations with other religions.

OK, so, just at work. This song comes on – Justin Timberlake – FutureSex/LoveSounds. What the fuck. This dude, singing about his sexy back, which is probably making young girls who idolize think about sex. And sex with him perhaps. What is this guy a paedophile? Is he working with paedophiles? Along with Britney and Christina teaching our kids that small skimpy see through clothes are “in”?

Read the lyrics, what a fucking seedy prick singing about this shit!? To kids!? Maybe to his girlfriend would be sweet as. If he didn’t have all that money people would think he was a creep!

What the fuck. And this is supposed “mainstream” music. From a christian or conservative view this music is fine because it is what the rest of the herd listens to, so it must be OK. If they actually had backbones and applied their standards to it this stuff would be banned from kids!

Anyway, I skipped it to Metallica – Of Wolf and Man, which, on the surface level, has lyrics like:

Off through the new day’s mist i run
out from the new day’s mist I have come
we shift
pulsing with the earth

and then some more like:

in wildness is the preservation of the world
so seek the wolf in thyself

Maybe its a big conspiracy and the RIAA is all run by seedy paedophiles that manufacture this stuff so they can root kids? Either way, I’m sure the big companies would hate you to “Preserve the world” as that would mean spending less money, and buying less of their overpriced, oversexxed shit!

But tell me… seriously, which would you rather your kids listen to?